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I have just moved in to a trailer with my sister...yes a trailer. I thank God that she made the decision to leave her boyfriend and that i could help her out. I am proud of her for finally listening to her family. Not only have her decisions affected her but me as well...more than she knows. But to what extent should i help her out when she doesnt seem to respect a simple request? She has made a big step in her life but in some way i think shes falling backwards. She doesnt seem to think that she can make it on her own. There alway seems to be a guy. But my opinion of taking a break from guys doesnt seem to appeal to her. I want her to come to know God, to have a relationship with him like i do! I think he could help her rebuild herself but to her church isnt "her thing". i am gunna be invitin her to church this weekend, but to be honest i dont think she will come but i ask her once a month until she comes. I know that if i can get her there one time God will speak in her heart! So pray that one day she will come to church. She doesnt realize how its changed me and that sucks. She just sees me a a goody good. Even though she knows the things i've done wouldnt she wonder why i've decided to change my ways? Maybe that hasnt even crossed her mind or maybe she hasnt even thought about how i've made sacrifices for her. Couldnt she work up the courage to do somethin for me. Now i know i seem selfish in that way but she's not one to do nice things for me. When she does choose to do somethin for me that will blow me away. I think in some way she left her boyfriend for me. She knew how i felt about him and his problems that lead her to do the things she did. I dont know what to do anymore except pray. Stubborn she is to listening and stubborn i will be to getting her to listen!