The Holidays
Christmas this time around i came to look at it differently. Before i just thought of it as good times with my family. A time of giving and receiving. But because I have become deeper in my faith i look at it in a new light. I mean because of this day I am saved and loved no matter what! It really hit me how much I need Him, how much everyone should have Him be a big part in their life.
Forever God is Faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever!
Another thing I realized is that no matter how my relationship with my Dad is that I will always have a father that i can count on. A father that doesnt judge me and forgives me at the times i feel the worst about what i have done. Thats somethin i have a hard time understanding. A few months ago i had the worst 2 weeks of my life. And because of what happened i havent been able to forgive someone. This person brings the worst out in me when i think about them. I know i should forgive them but how can i after what has happened? I never thought that this person would be have been and is capiable(sp) of what they did. It has not only affect me but another person who i deeply care about. Forgiveness is the last thing on my mind when it comes to this person. This person is an atheist. I just want to get this person out of my life and the life of my sister. But i cannot make this a reality. It's just a hope of mine. Maybe that isnt the Christian way but why do i have to forgive this person that has damaged so much? Maybe later on in life i will forgive this person but i cant right now at least.
Forever God is Faithful
Forever God is strong
Forever God is with us
Forever!
Another thing I realized is that no matter how my relationship with my Dad is that I will always have a father that i can count on. A father that doesnt judge me and forgives me at the times i feel the worst about what i have done. Thats somethin i have a hard time understanding. A few months ago i had the worst 2 weeks of my life. And because of what happened i havent been able to forgive someone. This person brings the worst out in me when i think about them. I know i should forgive them but how can i after what has happened? I never thought that this person would be have been and is capiable(sp) of what they did. It has not only affect me but another person who i deeply care about. Forgiveness is the last thing on my mind when it comes to this person. This person is an atheist. I just want to get this person out of my life and the life of my sister. But i cannot make this a reality. It's just a hope of mine. Maybe that isnt the Christian way but why do i have to forgive this person that has damaged so much? Maybe later on in life i will forgive this person but i cant right now at least.
posted by Tiffany | 1.1.07
3 Comments:
Hey Tiff
Keep praying for God to help you to ask forgive this person who I know who it is, :). Ask for mercy and grace to give to other people, it's easier to move on and do something about situations when you forgive. Just because you forgive doesn't mean you have to agree with their actions but it lets you let go of resentment and any bitterness towards people. I love you, you're awesome. I had fun hanging out with you last night.
Hey Miss Tiff,
I love that you are growing in your faith and relationship with Jesus! It so totally blesses me!
About the other thing, we ahould talk about that soon!! i HAVE SOME THINGS TO SAY THAT ARE BETTER NOT SAID HERE. Oops, hit the caps lock there. Anywho, let's chat soon.
Your friend and pastor,
Jason.
hey hun! Im praying for you! :) i?m really excited to see you grow in your faith and relationship with God as PJ said some things just are too difficult to talk about on the cpu but im praying for the situation with your sister and all that! we will chat soon! lovs yah lots hun!
hugs
ashley
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