I'm Not Sure

So i am being to think that i should stay and now i feel that i should find the courage to tell my dad that. I have heard many peoples opinion and in most ways i want to. Although tonight my mom has made me realize that if i did i wouldnt want to stay with her. It would be way too hard on my relationship with God if i did. I will probably stay with her until i find a job so that i can live out on my own or with someone i trust. But talkin to her tonight made me feel how i did before i moved out with my sister. Resricted, not 18. Not able to put what i feel is important to me first. Why should i feel that i am 16 having a cerfew and problem with going out with the people i care about?? It's not fare and she doesnt even understand how i want to just get away for a couple days. I believe that i could talk to her til i was blue in the face about how i wanted to be treated and it wouldnt make a difference. My hope in her seeing that goin to church and youth makes me happy is fading very quickly. She bases her outlook on me going to lawson because of what other people have told her. I am going to try to get her to come to lawson maybe this weekend if not next weekend. I dont feel right living in a place where i dont have support with my belief. Lost and tired of the same arguement with my mother....