To what Point?
To what point should i wait? personaly i think i should just try my best to move on. It would be difficult but maybe the right thing to do? Right now i just dont feel like myself. Out of place. Have I ever really been honest with myself? For a while in high school i felt that i was fake to the people around me. Definetly because of peer pressure. I've done things that i never want to do again. I regret not making the right decisions. Being lost in the world of conforming. I am glad those things didnt ruin my life. In the past year i thought i had been finding myself. Being able to figure out my true feelings, but to what extent can I truly know how i feel? I feel sooo lost in this head. I can't seem to find the confidence i think i need. So really to what point should to hold on to something that may never be or maybe it shouldn't be?
posted by Tiffany | 6.11.06
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Ofcourse, as Im sure you know, I can only assume I know what your talking about, what it is your "holding on to". But I dont like to assume things, so I will try my best not to. I am glad you felt that you were finding direction, "it's easiest to get lost when you get back on the road moving in that journey again" Tiff... remember that. Just keep pushing on, hold fast, and whatever ever it is that your holding out for, sometimes you just have to be brave and step up to the plate, you may be broken and denied by whatever it is or you may succeed in what you want. Just remember this, in the end, our focus and our goal must always be that relationship with God through Christ. Ask yourself and God, "will this thing, what I want and hold out for, glorify you God and bring me nearer to you Father?" If the answer is "no" Tiff, than you have your answer. If you want to talk again sometime, you know how to find me.
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